Monday, November 28, 2005

Ahh rain. Or rather, counterfit rain. Because this should be snow.
Although I prefer rain.
In November. Lovely. Dark and beautiful. Rather than innocent and impressionable.
Tastes like velvet. And I mean singular. Not plural.
Love.

This post-show void makes me smell depression whenever I think about the stage or that yellow couch.
"Sardines!"

A horribly written play, yet an Merit ARTS award and $100. Oh, thank you Dysander and my trio of seductive leaves, "POET," Dylan Thomas, black eyeliner, scarves and a strange analogy about the sky being like an eighties prom dress. Anxiety consumes my doubt and hope, thanks to the optimisitc Jamie for being a fabulous camera operator. He said never to expect anything.

Oh cigarettes and Minneapolis at midnight. Overpriced popcorn and t-shirts.
Used books and scribbles in the margin. From the University of Denver. Or rather Colorado.
Comfort in melancholy and you and your eyelashes and blue sweaters. Monday.

Eloquence.
Truth.
Optimisim.
This is possible.
It is.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

The irises burn. The blackness dissolves one.
My words and thoughts cause my soul to cringe in embarassment. My answers on physics and math exams cause the right side of my brain to shamefully spiral way.

I want this love.



Forgive me.